start of hols (or not so)

today is the official start of my mid semester break! haha, but somewhat i dont feel relaxed or anything at all. all the work and stress are still floating around in my mind. i dont think i can have a good holiday this time. its so different from last time where i really feel stress-free.ahhh, this sucks!

and this sunday, i'll be off for ocf camp. and i think that's all i'll update for now.





oh yar, and you guys can close your eyes from now on. haha, now this is for steph.






happpy third month anniversary! (: i just want to let you know that i miss you and i love you alot!

simply cute

just what i chanced upon. haha, baby clothes at threadless.com! this is soo amazingly nice that any parent would just buy them for their kids lar. plus i think its reasonably cheap for baby clothes. :)


oh yar, and there's like a dust storm going on here in brisbane. i think it was blown over form sydney. oh wells. its just that everything here is like soo dusty now. i soo feel like i'm living in a sepia tone coloured world today. haha, quite cool just for a day. but honestly, it felt like the end of days. its like i can imagine locusts suddenly flying straight into my face and everything. scary shit actually!



*you guys should check the web for even better pictures. like these below are from the web



and like today there's a country road sale. like the bag is only $48. i really wanted it, but i dont know if i'll be using it much. soooo in the end, i didnt get it :(

breakkkie

today is the official last day of my mid sems. haha, well, can take a breather for just like a day. and then its back to work again. this seriously sucks.

after this, theres still a quiz to submit by next wed, and an individual assignment which is 45% and then the finals which is like in 1.5months time. the break next week is seriously not a break. argh, its just like a time where you sit down and start stressing out again.

oh wells, this sun i'm going to mount tamborine for OCF camp! haha, i'm quite looking forward to it. its like a short vacation for me. i mean since i didnt go travelling to other places, i shall take this 3days up there as a holiday. haha, hope it'll be fun and of course a great time where i can learn much from God.

let's see, the grades that i've gotten are just average.
Stats B - 36/50 (course average 30)
Financial Reporting - 29.75/40 (course average 24)
Mgt of Financial Institutions - 16/20 (course average 17)

oh yar, and i saw this video on marriage proposal. haha, its quite cool!

Wonder baby

i just dont grow sick of this video.she is seriously damn good! (maybe too good for her own good)

Human LCD

Fire truck

Fire Truck

sixty nine days

almost all my tests are finally over! i just have one more next tues, but for now is just a goood well deserved break!

i seriously had never studied so hard before in my entire life. and now that the mid sems are over, i feel like i'm done for this sem and ready to go back to singapore. haha, dont even know if there's anymore energy to finish up the semester. oh well, i had a test on sat, and then the result came out yesterday! like the examiner must have been mad to mark the papers so fast. oh well, i think i did quite okay. it was a financial reporting paper, and i've gotten a 29.75/40.

as i think back on the past week of study. i think it has been real crazy. and honestly, i dont know how i managed to get through it. and i dont know how the results will come out, but i wanna thank God! like, i really didn't think that i would survive the week. but here i am still alive. so give thanks!

and after the paper on sat, i went down to the brisbane river to see the riverfire. its basically an even where they display a 20 minutes worth of fireworks along the river. like on the top of buildings and such. well, i did try to take some photos, but i dont think it turned out too well. haha.

someone please tell me if i've grown fat

the best photo of the evening

i dont know if this is good or bad news for some of you. but, mr andrew is going to be back in 69 days! muahaha! and then you all have got to suffer my nonsense again (which i know you all have been missing alot!) haha.

almost halfway

tomorrow is my first mid semester test. hmm, i'm scared of every paper that is coming my way. its not going to be easy definately. but i did put in effort, in fact i think i am putting in more effort than i ever did in my entire studying life so far. however, i still think i'm going to do bad though. hmmm.

studying, laundry and cooking. this 3 things are the highlights of my everyday life now. haha, i cant wait to break away from this lifestyle! argh.

i really miss the time that i have from the break of my army to this horrendous studying life. i wake up to each new day just waiting to see what great enjoyments await me. the movies, shopping, eating and just bumming around not doing anything. that is the life i wanna have everyday!

oh well, i havent been going to like ocf or yf too. i think this sem, i still dont really know how to juggle my time and all properly. hmmm.

anws, my mom is reaching tmr morning. i dont know is this a good or bad thing. haha, i mean i like it that she's here, but the thing is that i have 2 tests next week! omg. i really wish that i could just burn the notes and books and just drink them all down and i can just write every single thing out! why isnt the things they show on tv real? :(

the thing is that with my mom coming here this week, i keep feeling that i am going to go back with her when she returns. but that isnt going to happpen. i have around 2 close to 3 months more before i head back to sunnny singapore. looks like i just got to suck it up and hang in there.

the people and friends around me just seem real important. its like how people always say you dont know how to treasure things until you've lost them? well, i really get it now. it kinda sucks to admit, but yeah, i miss all of you!

i gottta do well! gambatte myself!